Tuesday, July 25, 2006
crisis of the clothes kind.
was sorting out which clothes to take to hall which wld also have to be the clothes i wear to school everyday and i realised.....i dont have enough! so irritated. i feel like i've been buying alot of clothes but where have they gone?! die already la. shopping is imperative but would lead to further cash OUTflow. )): need more shorts..skirts..TOPS..basically everything la. roar roar ROAR. shall steel my nerves and go to bugis street and squeeze with all the ah lians and ah bengs to buy cheap demin shorts and stuff. argh. not happy.
_________missing. 4:32 PM
night musings.
damn. the night is getting to me again. making me feel so small and insignificant in this vast emptiness of time and space and everything in between. feel like i'm sitting in a big empty field that stretches for miles and miles with nothing but the green green grass in sight and i'm sitting right in the very centre, furthest from any side that i could possibly be, and all i can do is hug my knees tightly to my chest to find the tiniest smithereen of cozy.
haha i'm not sad. nor lonely. on the contrary i'm very happy, very loved and life is going swimmingly, no insecurities on the current horizons. weekends are lovely. so very lovely. feeling on top of the world and insanely happy and very pleased to be making him happy too. warm fuzzy honeymoon-ish feelings except that a year or so on its definitely no honeymoon. life is beautiful. thinking happy thoughts has made me happy again. night feelings have been chased away. m feeling the emotional equivalent of a nice long hug. come weekend come and turn that into reality. i sense slight insanity springing up. goodnight!
hmm. night feelings are entirely contrary to weekend feelings. just thinking aloud. okay for real. goodnight!
_________missing. 12:09 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
i can drive!!
i passed i passed!!!! everyone i passed!!!! whee!!!! *jumps around madly* yay! haha but dont ask me to drive you anywhere unless you have a car and can give directions cos i have no car and no sense of direction haha! lalalala.
_________missing. 1:52 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
a year older.
Thanks everyone for all the birthday well wishes and presents :)
Birthday was a very uneventful one, driving test in exactly 12 hours time! i hope to have good news to report. if i dont post up any good news, do observe the required tact, assume the worst and don't ask. haha. cheers everyone. i'm going to sleep now. a year older and hopefully a little wiser. since i didnt do anything today, i should have plenty of birthday luck left over. will need it for tomorrow, firstly to pass my driving test and secondly not to burn the house down as i try to prepare dinner. i've never even attempted what i'm gonna cook, wish me luck!
_________missing. 10:21 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
For the last time, because a player of Zidane's calibre does not need me to defend his skills, if any ignorant airhead still believes he is a lousy player, your loss. Go on proclaiming your stupidity. The world knows otherwise.
_________missing. 6:20 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Golden Ball 2006
A minute of madness will never erase his years of greatness. People will remember him, as a man who put beauty into the beautiful game. No one with even an ounce of appreciation for the game can say that he was rubbish. For the few who are against him just for the sake of trying to be "different", as some people do. You can have your laughs. The rest of the world will always remember his commanding presence on the field, his silky skills on the ball, the magic that is Zidane. Golden Ball 2006.
and might i add, ten years down the road, who's gonna remember Materazzi? he will be nothing, not even an impression on our memories. rejoice in your glory now, cos now's all you have. but Zidane, he will have the future, and his legend will live on.
_________missing. 1:13 PM
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
STILL THE ONE.
SALUTE THE MAN!!!! woohoo. haha sneaked out of camp to west coast macs yesterday to watch the match and it was well worth it! haha the atmosphere there was so..hostile. when spain scored all the spain fans cheered like mad then when france missed a chance they were cheering "super lousy! (clap clap) freaking lousy! (clap clap)" some stupid camp cheer la. then cos i wore my new france zidane jersey (oh love!) then most of the seats nearer the back were taken so my friends and i sat in front right below the screen. and i think the whole macs was supporting spain. I AM SO SORRY. wahaha. when france scored i jus got up and screamed like mad. and all the spain fans had to see a france jersey with a "zidane 10" in all its glory gloating at them wahaha. coolness! i din expect them to win by so much also. then when zidane scored right at the last minute. a goal born of great skill and composure from his wealth of experience WAH THATS IT MAN i jumped up and screamed louder than i ever screamed in camp. hahaha. all the spain fans jus kept quiet wahah. TAKE THAT!
okay gotta rush for driving. haha i didnt sleep at all last night. hope i dont crash. but i am still so happy!!!
_________missing. 5:55 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
in the OFFICE on a SUNDAY
yea read my nick. unbelievable haha. oh well. had to finish up some loose ends. now i'm done with that and waiting for dick kenny and wanying to come back from funan to fetch me. zzz. boring time killer ahead. dont bother reading la.
B E S T
1. Male friend: is now my boyfriend :) haha. have some other pretty good ones too la.
2. Female friend: i don't have a BEST. everyone are bests! haha they probably know who they are la.
L A S T
1. Person you saw: dick, his bro and his bro's girlfriend.
2. Talked to on the phone: the ogl calling about arts camp
3. Hugged: who else haha
4. Text: caryn
T O D A Y
1. wearing : jeans and a black spag
2. better than yesterday? haha the day is still young. but yesterday was good! :))
T O M O R R O W
1. Is: the day dick leaves for brunei. arts camp. monday.
2. Got any plans: yea arts camp.
.3. Dislikes about tomorrow:dick's going to brunei and i am shit worried.
F A V O U R I T E S
1. Number: 10
2. Color: now that its the world cup season. i like red white blue (france la. not USA) and red and yellow! hahaha.
3. Season: this doesnt apply to singapore.
C U R R E N T L Y
1. Missing someone: not really. haha jus saw him a few minutes ago. but is a dog counted? i miss her. yes.
2. Mood: SIAN ar.
3. Wanting: to get out of the office.
R A N D O M
Q:Last thing you ate: hotcakes uncle bought for breakfast
Q: Do you have anything bothering you? not intensely. but there are always stupid things on my mind! haha right now its the brunei thing.
Q: What's annoying you right now? being here in the OFFICE on a SUNDAY
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships? yes. i believe in love.
Q: Is there a person whos on your mind right now?always.
Q: Where is the last place you went? eh i just came from dick's place
Q: Been cheated on? yes no maybe
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad? mum!
Q: Do you have any siblings? uh huh
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too? maybe! haha i hope la.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity) love la. without a doubt.
Q: Are you a friendly person? if i want to be. so maybe not.
Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night? dick's. hahah. dont give me any accusing glares. m a good girl.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? black
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? lying in bed. lazing around. watching tv. talking. :))
Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends? mmh. girls i guess cos i was from an all girls school. but close friends..about equal.
Q: When was the last time you cried? last month? did i cry last month? haha i dno leh.
Q: Do you get angry easily? haha depends.
Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night? "yes i love this feeling." haha stop it la. it does not refer to anything sexual.
Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call? yes! cos it means theyre back to fetch me.
Q: How many months to go before your birthday? half
Q: Do u eat a lot? sometimes!
Q: If given the chance, will you join big brother? nope. zero privacy man
Q: If someone called you right now, would you take the call? why not. m not hiding from anyone
Q: Are you hungry? not at all.
Q: Why do you answer surveys like this one? cos i am in the OFFICE on a SUNDAY. hahaaha.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10. -all things considered, and despite my often pessimistic views, i give it an 8.5 :)
Q: Would you say that most people who first meetyou like you? NOPE. haha i think they hate me. or think i am scary. why why why. hai.
Q: Can you speak english? (give example) the fuck? no. i cant speak english. this has all been me tapping randomly on the keyboard.
_________missing. 11:29 AM